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Hi!
This is my second post for today.
At my last post I feels like I'm in my mood.
But after that. I feels so........... Idk what is this feel called.
I call this fuckin damn feelings 'tired'
Idk tired of what.
Tired of boyfriend? I don't have a boyfriend, and I need one.
Tired of school? Of course! But it don't feels like that. Its more hurt. Really hurting me. So deep.
Tired of life? Yeah. But it more tired than that!
I'm sick. Sick of all.
I'm hurt. Hurt till my deepest soul.
I'm desperate. More desperate than a lil girl who can't get a candybar.
I'm totally trully fully so so so tired.
This feelings slowly killing me.
I'm afraid, maybe I'm gonna crazy because of this feeling.
I need someone to help me. To make me feel better.
I know who can make me feel better again.
Only that girl.
The one who can undersand what I said if I 'tired' of all.
The one who will said crazy things till made me imaginary more crazy than she said.
The one who shared a extremly things with me.
The one who act like a child like me.
The one who I'm searching for when I've a crazy-damn-idea
She moved to Padang.
I always started to text her first.
And now, I text her but she didn't reply.
I become more 'tired'
I wanna scream outlound!
Call her name.
I wanted to hug her.
Crying.
Scream.
Tell her what I want.
Tell her that I really wanted to go to Neverland.
Tell her that I want to always being a child like Peter Pan.
Tell her that I don't want to go to my school anymore.
Tell her that I must start to make a novel to become an amazing younger writter!
She know what I want.
She know what I felt.
She know what I'm thingking of.
She's the best bestie ever.
She know me more deep than my dwarfs.
She now my worst side.
She know how silly am I, how strange am I, how moody am I, how selfish am I, how childish am I, how bad am I.
She know that all!!!!!!
She know all about my self even more than I know myself!
I need u rite now din.
If u read this post, text me ASAP!
I need to talk with you.....