Being Insecure

I am one kind of hella emotionally kid.

And here comes the time where I'm being emotional over................. nothing? Well actually I'm still not sure what I'm keeping up lately.

Maybe it's just because I'm on my super free time, when everyday is holiday, until I find out what I'm suppose to do.

"Just try whatever, everything.", sounds easy as they said that.

But the truth is, I'm the most picky person. Somehow, I choose being happy rather than money. But the sad truth, money also makes happiness. So?

What I really want, of course, traveling far away, far from everything I knew, out of comfort zone. But, I need money to make it happen tho.








Currently trying to fight over something.
And waiting for my graduation day.
Yay.



Love, Nach

Airport Hellos and Goodbyes

Another random facts about me, I like being on the airport. I don't really know why though?

But I know one of the reasons is because I used to go airport pretty often back then, to fetched my families whom live aboard. I'll get excited with the thought of meeting my cousins, and of course, the souvenirs that they brought for me.

Meeting them after years not seeing each other, all the hugs, all the smiles, our "Omg it's been a long time since we saw each other.", was my favorite hellos. 

And it was earlier this year I felt that kind of hellos.

Since there's a hello, there will be a goodbye.

I went to the airport to bid a goodbye to my Mami & Papi (what I called my aunt and uncle) two days ago.

But my saddest goodbye was like.............. years ago? When I'm in 4th grade if I'm not mistaken. Back then my Mami & Papi will be going to Germany (Papi is a Diplomat, that's why they travel lot), and of course their kid, my favorite cousin should go with them too. I remember I cried a lot after they walked inside.

Being in the airport, many people had a different feelings when they go there. Happiness, that they will meet their loved ones again, or sadness, that they will send their loved ones far away.

So, until my next trip to the airport, will it be a hellos or another goodbyes?