My reason to be alive is as thin as a single thread right now, waiting its time to be snapped until I harm myself.

Being here is pain, being alive is pain.

I feels so alone.

Funny

 It is funny

To see

How people can easily living their life

But you don't

To see

How people can easily reaching their life goals

But you don't

How people can have life purposes

But you don't

It is funny 

To see

How people can easily forgive and forget 

But you don't

To see

How people can easily move on

But you don't

It is funny 

To see

How people can die so easily

But you don't

Dear God,

Why can't you just take me already?

Everything is hard

Living down here

And I just CAN'T.