5 days wothout ya. 5 hari nih gak akan ketemu. Ternyata emang masih belum bisa lepas dari yang baru ini :') terlalu kece untuk dilupakan secepat ini. Kmrn gak berani ngeliat pas istirahat, padahal ada di tempat yang sama loh. Pas pulang sekolah baru nyesel gmn gitu. Haha, labil.
5 hari nih? fine lah hrs sabar aja, mau bgmn lagi?

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Break, broke, broken.
I found a new crush like 2 weeks ago. A junior. He's charm as prince, of course you know that charm prince is my type. I know his name because my classmate is his senior at photography club. She said that he didn't have a girlfriend, good news right? I have a chance, I thought so.
Today, as usual, me and my friends went to the canteen for lunch. I'm so excited to see him if we meet, just saw him from the distance is enough for me. But my friends keep telling me that I should introduce myself to him. Screw that, I'm not ready yet! When one of my friend called him, I just sat and keep holding my food and ate pieces by pieces. She called me to come to her and that junior. There's my junior's friends staring and laughing at us. The junior tried to hide his face from me and my friends. His friends yelled that he already have a girlfriend. Stabbed my heart for a moment. I heard his girlfriend is a cute one, can't compared with me. I know I'm unactractive, I was nothing. Finally, I didn't do anything. Ok. This was embrassing moment and hurts either. Kill me.
So....... I thought that I was ready for a new love, I think that I can get over this junior, but I was wrong. I'm still a baby chick. Haven't grown yet. I'm still afraid and easily get hurts. I never have a chance to have a relationship with someone I love, but I already had enough pain that keeps make me afraid to fall for someone.
It's enough for now. I won't love someone again for a moment, until it comes naturally.

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I watced Yukan Club yesterday, and I still missing them right now. Yukan Club stick 6 together, just like us guys! Especially my Kikumasamune Seishiro, I miss ya dudes. Seishiro always in Noriko sides, help her like a Mom and protect her like a Dad. You means that much for me. You teached me everything, protected me, cheered for me, .................. asdfghjklzxbncm I MISS THAT DUDE AS HELL :'( bet he don't even remember that I was his Noriko.

Hey, this Noriko of yours missing you so bad, do you even care?

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Doin' a photoshoot in my room today. Being a model felt good somehow. Before photoshoot we watched horror movie, I forgot the title but it was f*ckin scary! The ghost looks like Indonesian ghost, wtf with that? Insidious's ghost looks better than this one-_-

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Imma done with the prüfung, yay! The difficult one is Lesen, but I did my best for Hören, Schreiben and Sprechen. Hopes we're all pass the prüfung!

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After 2 weeks with damn full schedule and deutsch training, finally tomorrow is the day. A1 prüfung at Goethe Institut. If I can't win the ticket to Germany, at least I get the sertificate for a recomended university. Wish me and my friends luck!