Chapter 2 Page 52

Break, broke, broken.
I found a new crush like 2 weeks ago. A junior. He's charm as prince, of course you know that charm prince is my type. I know his name because my classmate is his senior at photography club. She said that he didn't have a girlfriend, good news right? I have a chance, I thought so.
Today, as usual, me and my friends went to the canteen for lunch. I'm so excited to see him if we meet, just saw him from the distance is enough for me. But my friends keep telling me that I should introduce myself to him. Screw that, I'm not ready yet! When one of my friend called him, I just sat and keep holding my food and ate pieces by pieces. She called me to come to her and that junior. There's my junior's friends staring and laughing at us. The junior tried to hide his face from me and my friends. His friends yelled that he already have a girlfriend. Stabbed my heart for a moment. I heard his girlfriend is a cute one, can't compared with me. I know I'm unactractive, I was nothing. Finally, I didn't do anything. Ok. This was embrassing moment and hurts either. Kill me.
So....... I thought that I was ready for a new love, I think that I can get over this junior, but I was wrong. I'm still a baby chick. Haven't grown yet. I'm still afraid and easily get hurts. I never have a chance to have a relationship with someone I love, but I already had enough pain that keeps make me afraid to fall for someone.
It's enough for now. I won't love someone again for a moment, until it comes naturally.

Iki

Iki.........




New crush in my life.
Someone i've ever met in the past.
Someone who shouldn't found again.
If i didn't become a 31 SHS's student, i don't have to like him again.
If i didn't become ur classmate in Orientation School Period, i don't need to know everything 'bout ur self.
If i didn't saw you, i don't have to feel lose in at the beginning of the story.
Yeah................ i've already lose at my new story :(
I don't give up so soon, like this, in my last story..
I hate my new story!!!!!!!
I was just three weeks in this story but, i already feel defeated. Very lose. Very stupid.
Iki is popular.
Iki's friends is popular.
Iki always surrounded by popular people.
Iki is different wif me.
My friends is just usual people, not too popular as Iki's friends.
I hate this fact.
The fact that i can't be Iki's friend.
The fact that Iki is popular.
The fact that im in love wif Iki for the second time.
I need my old story.
I hate my new story. I hate the popular people who made me can't making a friendship wif Iki.
I really want my old story.
In my old story, i was surrounded by nice people. There're dwarfs who always beside me. There're 9-4's member who always made me laugh. There're my taekwondo's club who made me feel verys comfortable. But now, they're gone. I need them back.
And about my crush, Hachigoro still #1 for me :( but i started to not like him when i want to still like him :(( snif snif..
I was so stupid to like Iki.
I guess i don't deserve to like a handsome and popular boy likes Iki :(
I feels like Jan Di who hopeing Jun Pyo is a usual boy, not the heir of the Shin Wa group-_-
I hope that Iki is a ordinary boy, not a popular boy.
Should i give up so soon?
Should i give up?

Zackry Audric

Hey Reader!

Kenapa? Bingung sama nama di title?
Wk hari ini sahabat gue yang bernama Zackry Audric itu berjasa sekali loh ahahah.
Kan gini, hari ini gue ke veldroem kan terus pas di jalan ketemu Tiwi, Syaifa, Rintis, dll mereka kan anak 12 wuhuw~ teruuuus ketemu Anit, Tasha, Imas sm Lala di dkt pintu masuk, terus ketemu Zackry!!!!!!
Terus lari muterin vldrm 2 kali kan gue dengan keselnya soalnya si itu tuh berangkat bareng si itu!!!!!!!!! njir envy!!!! tau deh yang anak gaul mah beda.
Yaudah lah gue muterin vldrm rada kesel gitu bareng Lala sm Esty eh si Lala mah girang depannya ada ......... lah gue juga girang belakang gue ada ....... (?)
Yak biar kesel yang penting ganteng yakan (???)
Pas pulang kan gue nungguin Zackry dulu soalnya biar gue ada temen pulang ilah gue gatau pulang naik apa parah-_- gue duduk di tribunkan sendirian HAHA bocah ilang bgt lah ada Iki dari tadi bolak-balik duduk gak jauh dari gue, gue pikir ini anak mau ngomong ke gue biar gak ngeliatin dia mulu lah rupanya dia nunggu cewenya........ _-_ hahahanjir selbat guaaaa><
Gak lama kemudian Hakim dateng wk kawan meteoritnya Zackry udah gak botak lagi AHAHAHA peace Kim!! Yaudah gue sapa Hakim lah hem sebenernya pingin di liatin Iki sih (?) tau deh dia liat apa enggak. Terus Zackry dateeeeng. Gue sok heboh gitu ke Zackry yak tujuannya sudah jelas untuk menarik perhatian Prince Charming (-_-) tau deh dia liat apa enggak HAHAHAHA kesel guaaaa oyyyy!!!!

Wait...........










Ini kenapa jadi ceritain Iki?
Titlenya aja Zackry....
Bodo lah~

Yaudah lanjut masih rada bete gue balik bareng Zackry, Indra, Amirul dan teman-temannya di 12. Trs cerita-ceriti lah sm Zackry. Blablablabla pokoknya berjasa banget dia hari ini, tanpa dia di vldrm gue bingung kali pulang naik apa ahaha
Hari selasa kemaren jg gue ke 199 mau ngambil sertifikat sabuk merah minta tungguin Zackry, gue minta ajarin Fisika. Dia sampe telat les gara-gara ngajarin gue loh wkwkwkw gilaaaa minggu ini dia berjasa banget lah!

Thanks Zackry! :D
U're my best bestfriend!!!
Bukan berarti yang lain bukan my bestfriend loh!! U're my best too dwarfs ;) alwaysss

Hug & Kisses

Just 'Bout Today~

Hey readers :D

Tanggal berapa sekarang? 4 Agustus 2010. Ada apa dengan tanggal itu????



FILM INI DIRILISKAN!!!!!!
YAY!
I wanna watch this movie with my bestieeeees :3
Ohyea do u know who's play as Aang?

Name: Noah Andrew Ringer

Known As: Noah Ringer
Born: Dallas, Texax 18 November 1996

Just so you know, he's my senior in Taekwondo!!
He got his black belt when he was 12yrs old :o *applause*
Im still red belt-_-v
For other information about Noah click here


And today my classmate, Madi & Andina celebrating their birthday!!
Happy Birthday guys \^o^/
And in Deutch class, we singing "Happy Birthday" in Deutch languange to them!

Zum Geburstag

Zum Geburstag viel Glück 2x

Zum Geburstag

Liebe Dina (not meee, but Andina!) & Lieber Madi

Zum Geburstag viel Glück

It was funnn! Singing in Deutch language c:
Terus teruus hari ini aku gak ketemu Iki sama sekaliiiiii!
Galau sekali.
Ngeliat cuma pas pulang sekolah, gue keluar kelas, dia lewat depan kelas gue kan terus terus gue cuma liat punggung dan tasnya T_T
Ya Allah.
Padahal pas istirahat kedua udah gue bela-belain naik turun anak tangga 60 biji yaaa siapa tau bisa ketemu kaya kemaren dan rupanya tidakkkkkk ketemu!!
Wk yasudahlah yaa biarkan saja ;p

Hug & Kisses

Another Tears Is Begin?

Guten Tag ;) <-norak baru belajar tadi di sekolah wk


Okay beberapa hari gak posting blog bertaun-taun *lebay
Hem sudah 3 hari gue belajar di X-D dann.................. i got a nice chairmate :3 my friend from X-G too, then i miss X-G so badlyyyyy><><
Hem i've got bad news for me.................................................................................................. Iki already has a girlf.......................................... brb nangis guling-gulingan di tengah lapangan 31-_- hanjirrrrrr><
Hari ini dia one month ;_; hik.... hik...
It's hurt...
Hanjir-_-
Kecewa-_-
Tadi pas istirahat pertama gue keluar kelas rada telat karena ngerjain fisika dulu, gue kira Iki udah keluarkan eh pas gue keluar kelas....... Iki lewattttttt! Astaga betapa charmingnya dia u,u sayang udah punya girlf huh. Terus pas pulang sekolah kan pulang bareng Millaty, Mola dkk kan nunggu Millaty di depan kelasnya, X-B, gak lama kemudian Iki keluar kelas dengan pesonanya *ecie*, jalan, berenti di sebelah gue (gue jadi batu *.*), nengok ke belakang, jalan lagi (gue lumer *_*) wakwak apasi ini_-_ Terus nemenin Millaty beli seragam dulu, lumayan lama sih, gue ngeri si Iki udah pulang eh pas ke gerbang Iki ada di sanaaa gyaaaaaaaa>< charming sekali hunyu *ditabok Freddie* Terus nunggu lagi ada yang ke toilet elah lama sekali-_- EH si Iki dan teman-temannya berdiri di sebelah gue, Millaty & Eki WOHOOOOOO~ itu yang di toilet kaga usah dateng-dateng ye wkkkkk~ sumfe mata cling cling bling bling bgt di deket Iki *_* eh tp tp tpt tp udah di panggil Mola buat pulang_-_
Usai sudah pertemuanku dengan Iki hari ini ngkkkkkkk=_="

Hug & Kisses

Iki♥ Dwarfs♥ Hachigoro♥

Bonjour readers ;)

Thanks God it's Saturday!
Yesterday is my last day in X-G, my Orientation School Period's class, now im in X-D. Feels so lonely 'cause ehm theboy-whos-my-classmate-in-Gclass is not with me anymore......
ARGH! Gimme back my X-G huhuhu :( he's in X-A, i still want to be his classmate :'( hem let's call him 'Iki'. When i saw Iki's photo album in facebook, i feel............ weirdo?.... and....... surprised! There's a albums when Iki spend his holiday in KL&Spore, just that. And the freaky thing is......... Hachigoro also been there and have a photo album in facebook too, just at KL&Spore too!!!!!!! Engh-_- what's the meaning of this sign?_-_ I think maybe Iki and Hachigoro went KL&Spore in the same time, or maybe they saw each other?=_=" And the other weirdo thing is............................. me and Iki choose 1 Senior High School and neither kick from there HAHAHAHAHA-_- If im in 1 Senior High School, maybe i can saw Iki at there too. Oh no, Iki become to my new crush!!!!!>< From Iki... i liked his smile, his babyface, his style and his attitude :) but i never thought he would be my another crush hehehe.
The first time i saw Iki, i wanted to sing this lyrics:

"When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you"

"I wanna know where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so!"

"You smile and never shout
You stand out in the crowd
You make the best of every situation"

"Correct me if I'm wrong
You're fragile and you're strong
A beautiful and perfect combination♥"


All lyrics from Archie ft Miles-I Wanna Know You ahahaha, thanks you both to singing this song ;p
Everything in yours is a perfect combination Ikiiii♥
Now, stop talk about Iki!

In the afternoon, Meyo told me she's on the way to 199 Junior High School with Cici, because i really miss them, of course i followed them to 199 JHS. When i got there, i immediately hug Meyo first. Did you know? when i hug Meyo, i wanted to cryyyy :') then i hug Cici u,u
Luthfan and Zackry is at there too, but they're practise Taekwondo, but im a lil' dissapointed, i come there because i want to meet Zackry, but he didn't play with me as usual :( lil' bit angry..
And we took some photos but i can't give it to you right now.


And todaaaaaaaaaaay, 24th July 2010, is Hachigoro's birthday :D !!!!!!!!!!
Then in 12.00 pm, i send a birthday message to him hehe, im i the first? hopes yeah!
Happy Birthday Hachigoro Fuschida :) wish you all the best!
thanks for being my favorite, my best, my #1 almost over 3 years, start from i saw you at 199 Junior High School. I know i can't be yours. You know that i love you, but you don't feel i was ur truble. Thanks for fulfilling my invitation in 5th March 2010. Since i like you i got a few lessons, one of them; Don't neglect those who approach you, who really likes you, who saw you from his heart, not from the physical. Yeah, i ever felt lost people like me, me and him might be a little different but we get along, but because i still liked Hachigoro, i let him away. When he gave up, i started to like him. ahahaha what a fool i am. Now she already has a boyfriend. Yeah i can only hope the best for him, because now i expect Iki♥!
Back to Hachigoro.
Hopes you can find ur future girlf. Just so you know, always pray the best for you.
Even though i've new crush, you're still the one :') !

Hug & Kisses