Iki.........
New crush in my life.
Someone i've ever met in the past.
Someone who shouldn't found again.
If i didn't become a 31 SHS's student, i don't have to like him again.
If i didn't become ur classmate in Orientation School Period, i don't need to know everything 'bout ur self.
If i didn't saw you, i don't have to feel lose in at the beginning of the story.
Yeah................ i've already lose at my new story :(
I don't give up so soon, like this, in my last story..
I hate my new story!!!!!!!
I was just three weeks in this story but, i already feel defeated. Very lose. Very stupid.
Iki is popular.
Iki's friends is popular.
Iki always surrounded by popular people.
Iki is different wif me.
My friends is just usual people, not too popular as Iki's friends.
I hate this fact.
The fact that i can't be Iki's friend.
The fact that Iki is popular.
The fact that im in love wif Iki for the second time.
I need my old story.
I hate my new story. I hate the popular people who made me can't making a friendship wif Iki.
I really want my old story.
In my old story, i was surrounded by nice people. There're dwarfs who always beside me. There're 9-4's member who always made me laugh. There're my taekwondo's club who made me feel verys comfortable. But now, they're gone. I need them back.
And about my crush, Hachigoro still #1 for me :( but i started to not like him when i want to still like him :(( snif snif..
I was so stupid to like Iki.
I guess i don't deserve to like a handsome and popular boy likes Iki :(
I feels like Jan Di who hopeing Jun Pyo is a usual boy, not the heir of the Shin Wa group-_-
I hope that Iki is a ordinary boy, not a popular boy.
Should i give up so soon?
Should i give up?
Showing posts with label afraid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label afraid. Show all posts
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
Pre-Orientation School Period
Heyho bloggers 
This morning i go to my new school at 5am-_- yeahh my home is far from 31 SHS~ whereas the pre-Orientation School Period is start at 6am! Ergh too morning
. In the taxi (pst i went to my school by taxi wkwkwk) i send a message to my-new-friend-who-i've-never-seen-before but i saw her replies after the pre-Orientation School Period is overr 
ahaha~
Hem first, the teacher said we (10th grader) must lined up in the field for the class division, but, the rain is started to fall and we move to the Hall. Hem when i move alone, i remember when im around a lot of people likes this as usual Fani/ Cici /Zackry /Luthfan /Meyo grab my hand or my sholder and said, "watch out, dont let lose, little girl!", i miss that word, guys....
Okayyy dont let tears come!
I get 'G Group'! Yeah not bad, but my-new-friend-who-i've-never-seen-before is in 'I Group' u,u i still dont have a friends in my group. G.... is not bad... 'G' from _G_
and 'G' from Greyson Chance 
We get the riddle from our senior to what we have to bring it on Monday~
This riddle is in Indonesian languange:
And the colour of 'G Group' isssssssss.......................................................... pink oh what a cute colouuuuuur>< actually, i really dont like pink for my stuff! and we must wearing the pink ribbon and pink name tag. If it blue? black? green? purple? i'll take it. But pink?! OH they're trying to kill me
, but what should i do? Complain? Maybe my name 'll written in their blacklist 
I must patient for 3 days....... c'mon Dina! just 3 days!
Eumm hopes i can find new friends quickly!
Wish me luckkkk
ONE MORE! Here my school~
not just this, this school still widely laterally ang backward!
Hall Room
Just that! Keep reading
This morning i go to my new school at 5am-_- yeahh my home is far from 31 SHS~ whereas the pre-Orientation School Period is start at 6am! Ergh too morning
. In the taxi (pst i went to my school by taxi wkwkwk) i send a message to my-new-friend-who-i've-never-seen-before but i saw her replies after the pre-Orientation School Period is overr ahaha~Hem first, the teacher said we (10th grader) must lined up in the field for the class division, but, the rain is started to fall and we move to the Hall. Hem when i move alone, i remember when im around a lot of people likes this as usual Fani/ Cici /Zackry /Luthfan /Meyo grab my hand or my sholder and said, "watch out, dont let lose, little girl!", i miss that word, guys....
Okayyy dont let tears come!
I get 'G Group'! Yeah not bad, but my-new-friend-who-i've-never-seen-before is in 'I Group' u,u i still dont have a friends in my group. G.... is not bad... 'G' from _G_
and 'G' from Greyson Chance We get the riddle from our senior to what we have to bring it on Monday~
This riddle is in Indonesian languange:
- Pulpen Terbang: it means a pen by Pilot brand
- Buku Tulis Orang Sunda: it means a book by AA brand
- Snack; Kedelai Santai: it means Soy Joy
- Food; matahari di atas cacing: it means egg over fried noodles
- Drik; 6T: it means air putih (mineral water), the word 't' position is in the 6th. Count it!
- Buah Laptop: apple~
And the colour of 'G Group' isssssssss.......................................................... pink oh what a cute colouuuuuur>< actually, i really dont like pink for my stuff! and we must wearing the pink ribbon and pink name tag. If it blue? black? green? purple? i'll take it. But pink?! OH they're trying to kill me
, but what should i do? Complain? Maybe my name 'll written in their blacklist I must patient for 3 days....... c'mon Dina! just 3 days!
Eumm hopes i can find new friends quickly!
Wish me luckkkk
ONE MORE! Here my school~
not just this, this school still widely laterally ang backward!
Hall RoomJust that! Keep reading
Hug & Kisses
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Holly-Day
Hey bloggers!
Hemm tomorrow i'll go to my new school, 31 Senior High School, for pre-orientation school period. Still wearing Junior High School uniform, still wearing 199 JHS tie, but, i go to different school ;( gonna feels so awkward. As i said in my last post, i can't find my-usual-beloved-friends in my new school. New school, new friends, new situation, new location & new senior. Hmhh i already missing my Junior High School friends. What should i do for tomorrow? What will happen tomorrow? enghhh forget that-_- that question just make me nervous all the time, seriously!
Ohyeaa two days ago i went swimming with my dwarfs♥ + Tari & Dinda our bitches ;p
We took some picts, enjoyyy:
with Meyo♥
Fani is took all picts, you cant find him in that picts
Emmm just wanna share that!
Wish me luck for tomorrow! Be nice senior!
Hemm tomorrow i'll go to my new school, 31 Senior High School, for pre-orientation school period. Still wearing Junior High School uniform, still wearing 199 JHS tie, but, i go to different school ;( gonna feels so awkward. As i said in my last post, i can't find my-usual-beloved-friends in my new school. New school, new friends, new situation, new location & new senior. Hmhh i already missing my Junior High School friends. What should i do for tomorrow? What will happen tomorrow? enghhh forget that-_- that question just make me nervous all the time, seriously!
Ohyeaa two days ago i went swimming with my dwarfs♥ + Tari & Dinda our bitches ;p
We took some picts, enjoyyy:
thats Tari (sitting on the edge of the pool), Me (with swimming goggles) & Meyo
with Meyo♥
Fani is took all picts, you cant find him in that picts
Emmm just wanna share that!
Wish me luck for tomorrow! Be nice senior!
Hug & Kisses xoxo
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Celotehan Disela Ke Panikan
Bonjour bloggers 
Pagi yang cerah namun agak suram ya? ya ya ya abaikan-_-
Ehya title kali ini agak gimana gitu ya wakwak panik kenapa Din? ya panik aja gitu emang kalo panik harus ada alesan? *nyolot*
Abaikan lagi kata-kata saya yang barusan.
I've to told you in my last post kalo hari minggu ini, tepatnya tanggal 27 Juni 2010 saya akan menghadapi ujian teakwondo. Kali ini bukan ujian buat junior lagi (sok senior). Yap, saya akan segera menyandang sabuk merah geup dua ehm kalo lulus
okay kita tak boleh pesimis dulu! Kata Luthfan pada tanggal 23 Juni 2010 tepat pukul 7:48 malam (apasi sok bet lengkap-_-) , "Jangan takut dulu, hedepin dulu. Selesai di hadepin baru takut din". Yak, kata-kata ini membangkitkan semangat!!!!!!!
Tapi pas Cici bilang kalo gak ada anak 213 yang ikut ujian geup dua, saya mulai kembali down. Okay ini penghinaan kelas kakap ya, saya sudah rendah masih juga di rendahin!!!!! (abaikan lagi~~)
Emang takut sih, takut pas ujian ngeblank. Kalo udah gak fokus terus pesimis, pasti langsung blankkkk! That's my bad habit *bangga* Ehm pengalaman pas ujian sabuk merah kemaren sih gitu deh (?) Agak panik eh tapi tapi gak kerasa ujiannya udah selasai fiuh~ rasanya pas ujian teknik & taegeuk selesai, dengan bersimbah keringat plus tampang kucel gue mau lompat terus salto tiga kali di udara dan langsung split tengah sambil bersorak, "YEEEEEEEAY SELESAI JUGA UJIAN INI!!!!". Tapi berhubung gue terlalu lelah dan masih harus ujian fight, gue gak melakukan hal itu. (sebenernya gue gak bisa salto, apalagi split. udah gitu gue terlalu malu untuk melakukan hal memalukan seperti itu) Kalo buat ujian fight sih gue berani *hit* berhubung mental gue buat fight tinggi, hem mentalnya ya bukan orangnya-____-, jadi gue paling suka ujian fight. Kalo ujian taekwon tuh cuma fight doang sih gue bakalan lari ke London terus sok sok nyasar ke rumah Freddie terus Freddie di jodohin sama gue, menikah, punya dua anak; laki-laki dan perempuan, dan hidup bahagia selamanya. The End. *dilempar tombak*
Maaf ya rada ngaco nih maklum lagi panik
Haduh kok ini malah panik lagi ya?-_- pasti karena gue banyak ngomong-_-
OHYA OHYA kemaren jam 4:24 sore gue SMS orang yang nomer henfonnya ada di urutan ke 3 dari atas di contact henfon ku. DAN????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nihil.
Iya nihil yang di sekolah kalo di kelas lagi di tanya, "Yang gak masuk siapa?", "Nihiiiiil!".
Nakal banget si nihil-_- gamasuk sekolah mulu, gak naik kelas tau rasa lu! *dilempar batu bata*
EH MAAF tuh kan error lagi T.T
Yak, nihil itu gak ada hasilnya. Eh? Udah pada tau ya? Yaudah gak usah di jelasin deh. (mari abaikan lagi)
Kata Cici mungkin dia lagi gak ada pulsa. Yaudah sabodo lah yang penting gue udah ngingetin ya.
Hem ganti topik ah nanti gak ada gunanya gue bikin blog baru eh tetep ada dianya juga (tuh sadar) tapi boleh lah ada cerita tentang dia sikit-sikit ;p
Saya berharap banget loh semoga Zhenwei Wang mau meminjamkan kekuatannya untuk ujian taekwon hari minggu ini. Eh jangan deh nanti gue bukannya taekwon malah kung fu lagi
Untung gue mikir dulu sebelum menjem kekuatannya HAHAHAHA saya pintar
Tapi pinjem kekuatan dikit gapapa deh, dikit aja kok ya ya ya ya ya? (abaikan saya)
Ada kesenangan sehabis ujian taekwon bagi anak sabuk merah loh! Yaitu melantik para juniornya!!!!!!! YAP YAP YAAAAAAP
Asik bikin sengsara junior hahahaha (senior kejam), aku sudah melakukan hal ini dua kali :D
Pokoknya kalo pelantikan gue mau jaga pos taegeuk lagi sama Luthfan! Kalo mereka salah dikit? Pukul pake target. Kalo salah banyak? Tinggal suruh roll depan ato push-up. Kalo gak nurut? (alhamdulillah semuanya nurut) Hajar ajalah. (ini gak boleh di lakukan)
Eh dari tadi saya ngoceh tapi kok masih dikit banget ya?
Ngoceh lagi yuk!
Tapi apa lagi?
AHA!
Gue mau ganti username twitter jadi @dinacheng wakwk (Luthfan's idea) tapi gak enak di baca-______- Gimana menurut kalian?
Dan, selama liburan ini gue gak ngapa-ngapain ya huhu bocan-_- jadi cuma bikin konser pribadi gutu yang penontonnya gak ada soalnnya nyanyinya pake ngeliat lirik. Kebanyakan nyanyi lagu JB ft JS-Never Say Never ahah sampe sekarang belum hafal-hafal tuh padahal sering nyanyi=_= kan gue mau jadi Belieber WAKAWAKA IT'S TIME FOR AFRICA (?) kaga laaaaaaaah. Gue gak addicted sama JB. Tapi kalo addicted sama lagunya yang Baby! Ini aib sekali bloggers sekalian, masa tiap gue gek sengaja denger lagu Baby dimana pun saya berada pasti bawaannya pingin ikut nyanyi sambil breakdance
GAHAHAHA KAGA LAWCH tapi kalo pingin ikut nyanyi iya banget! Tapi kalo gue sengaja denger lagu Baby malah males nyanyi, malah males dengerinnya. Kenapa deh tuh? Mau konsultasi tapi tau deh dokter sama psikolog mana yang mau dengerin curhatan anak manis ini 
*dilempar galon*
Sudah lah saya lelah ngetik wikikik
Seeya in the next post, keep reading bloggers!!!!
Pagi yang cerah namun agak suram ya? ya ya ya abaikan-_-
Ehya title kali ini agak gimana gitu ya wakwak panik kenapa Din? ya panik aja gitu emang kalo panik harus ada alesan? *nyolot*
Abaikan lagi kata-kata saya yang barusan.
I've to told you in my last post kalo hari minggu ini, tepatnya tanggal 27 Juni 2010 saya akan menghadapi ujian teakwondo. Kali ini bukan ujian buat junior lagi (sok senior). Yap, saya akan segera menyandang sabuk merah geup dua ehm kalo lulus
okay kita tak boleh pesimis dulu! Kata Luthfan pada tanggal 23 Juni 2010 tepat pukul 7:48 malam (apasi sok bet lengkap-_-) , "Jangan takut dulu, hedepin dulu. Selesai di hadepin baru takut din". Yak, kata-kata ini membangkitkan semangat!!!!!!!Tapi pas Cici bilang kalo gak ada anak 213 yang ikut ujian geup dua, saya mulai kembali down. Okay ini penghinaan kelas kakap ya, saya sudah rendah masih juga di rendahin!!!!! (abaikan lagi~~)
Emang takut sih, takut pas ujian ngeblank. Kalo udah gak fokus terus pesimis, pasti langsung blankkkk! That's my bad habit *bangga* Ehm pengalaman pas ujian sabuk merah kemaren sih gitu deh (?) Agak panik eh tapi tapi gak kerasa ujiannya udah selasai fiuh~ rasanya pas ujian teknik & taegeuk selesai, dengan bersimbah keringat plus tampang kucel gue mau lompat terus salto tiga kali di udara dan langsung split tengah sambil bersorak, "YEEEEEEEAY SELESAI JUGA UJIAN INI!!!!". Tapi berhubung gue terlalu lelah dan masih harus ujian fight, gue gak melakukan hal itu. (sebenernya gue gak bisa salto, apalagi split. udah gitu gue terlalu malu untuk melakukan hal memalukan seperti itu) Kalo buat ujian fight sih gue berani *hit* berhubung mental gue buat fight tinggi, hem mentalnya ya bukan orangnya-____-, jadi gue paling suka ujian fight. Kalo ujian taekwon tuh cuma fight doang sih gue bakalan lari ke London terus sok sok nyasar ke rumah Freddie terus Freddie di jodohin sama gue, menikah, punya dua anak; laki-laki dan perempuan, dan hidup bahagia selamanya. The End. *dilempar tombak*
Maaf ya rada ngaco nih maklum lagi panik
Haduh kok ini malah panik lagi ya?-_- pasti karena gue banyak ngomong-_-
OHYA OHYA kemaren jam 4:24 sore gue SMS orang yang nomer henfonnya ada di urutan ke 3 dari atas di contact henfon ku. DAN????????!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nihil.
Iya nihil yang di sekolah kalo di kelas lagi di tanya, "Yang gak masuk siapa?", "Nihiiiiil!".
Nakal banget si nihil-_- gamasuk sekolah mulu, gak naik kelas tau rasa lu! *dilempar batu bata*
EH MAAF tuh kan error lagi T.T
Yak, nihil itu gak ada hasilnya. Eh? Udah pada tau ya? Yaudah gak usah di jelasin deh. (mari abaikan lagi)
Kata Cici mungkin dia lagi gak ada pulsa. Yaudah sabodo lah yang penting gue udah ngingetin ya.
Hem ganti topik ah nanti gak ada gunanya gue bikin blog baru eh tetep ada dianya juga (tuh sadar) tapi boleh lah ada cerita tentang dia sikit-sikit ;p
Saya berharap banget loh semoga Zhenwei Wang mau meminjamkan kekuatannya untuk ujian taekwon hari minggu ini. Eh jangan deh nanti gue bukannya taekwon malah kung fu lagi
Untung gue mikir dulu sebelum menjem kekuatannya HAHAHAHA saya pintar
Tapi pinjem kekuatan dikit gapapa deh, dikit aja kok ya ya ya ya ya? (abaikan saya)
Ada kesenangan sehabis ujian taekwon bagi anak sabuk merah loh! Yaitu melantik para juniornya!!!!!!! YAP YAP YAAAAAAP
Asik bikin sengsara junior hahahaha (senior kejam), aku sudah melakukan hal ini dua kali :D
Pokoknya kalo pelantikan gue mau jaga pos taegeuk lagi sama Luthfan! Kalo mereka salah dikit? Pukul pake target. Kalo salah banyak? Tinggal suruh roll depan ato push-up. Kalo gak nurut? (alhamdulillah semuanya nurut) Hajar ajalah. (ini gak boleh di lakukan)
Eh dari tadi saya ngoceh tapi kok masih dikit banget ya?
Ngoceh lagi yuk!
Tapi apa lagi?
AHA!
Gue mau ganti username twitter jadi @dinacheng wakwk (Luthfan's idea) tapi gak enak di baca-______- Gimana menurut kalian?
Dan, selama liburan ini gue gak ngapa-ngapain ya huhu bocan-_- jadi cuma bikin konser pribadi gutu yang penontonnya gak ada soalnnya nyanyinya pake ngeliat lirik. Kebanyakan nyanyi lagu JB ft JS-Never Say Never ahah sampe sekarang belum hafal-hafal tuh padahal sering nyanyi=_= kan gue mau jadi Belieber WAKAWAKA IT'S TIME FOR AFRICA (?) kaga laaaaaaaah. Gue gak addicted sama JB. Tapi kalo addicted sama lagunya yang Baby! Ini aib sekali bloggers sekalian, masa tiap gue gek sengaja denger lagu Baby dimana pun saya berada pasti bawaannya pingin ikut nyanyi sambil breakdance
GAHAHAHA KAGA LAWCH tapi kalo pingin ikut nyanyi iya banget! Tapi kalo gue sengaja denger lagu Baby malah males nyanyi, malah males dengerinnya. Kenapa deh tuh? Mau konsultasi tapi tau deh dokter sama psikolog mana yang mau dengerin curhatan anak manis ini *dilempar galon*Sudah lah saya lelah ngetik wikikik
Seeya in the next post, keep reading bloggers!!!!
Speech?Less?
Hey bloggers, my leader told me to remainder someone to join hemmm extracurricular show in my junior high school.
So?
Tell him... ergh, or her?
Him.
Okay, just tell him din.
Im shy, or afraid? Gah idk-_-
Why? Did you 've problem with him?
Yes! Ehh? I mean no, i dont have any problem.
And then? Whats wrong? Just tell him!
Sigh.. Should i tell him?
Of course, your leader choose you to tell him.
Why? How about Fani? My leader always rely him!
He choose you.
WHY??????????
You 've his cellphone number. C'mon, just send him one message din.
I gave his number to Cici and my leader. Why didn't he do it by himself?
Your leader trust you to remainder him.
Yeah, he want to disgrace me=_="
WHAT DID YOU SAY STUPID GIRL?! He just trust you to do it!
Yap.
So? Do you want to disappoint him?
No. I just.... i just can't do it...
JUST DO IT, DINA!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY OKAY OKAY! I'll send him a message. What i've got to say?
Tell him that your leader need him to the school event.
What if he doesn't want to come?
You've to try.
What if he thinks this is just my excuse to meet him?
Haa?
What if he thought i just lying?
What do you talking about, girl?????????!
Sorry, Im just.... im..... yeah, you know.... he's.......
I know. You broke the rules in this new blog again.
This is the second time, i guess.
Now, it's up to you. Wanna remainder him or disappointing ur leader?
I don't wanna disappoint my leader!
So, remainder him. Just send him a message.
Im speechless.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
That's not funny.
You're funny dinnnn!
?????
It's almost 3 years and you... still afraid?
Yeah.. Thanks for remaind me about that.
Tell him or you'll always afraid.
Maybe he'll chance ur opinion in his eyes.
If i fail?
Keep smiling, you 've ur bestfriends; Meyo, Cici, Zackry, Fani & Luthfan, they'll always with you.
Okay... I'll try.
Good girl :) Don't be sad if you fail, deal?
Ergh......
Deal?????
Hmhh.... Deal...
Perfect ;)
So?
Tell him... ergh, or her?
Him.
Okay, just tell him din.
Im shy, or afraid? Gah idk-_-
Why? Did you 've problem with him?
Yes! Ehh? I mean no, i dont have any problem.
And then? Whats wrong? Just tell him!
Sigh.. Should i tell him?
Of course, your leader choose you to tell him.
Why? How about Fani? My leader always rely him!
He choose you.
WHY??????????
You 've his cellphone number. C'mon, just send him one message din.
I gave his number to Cici and my leader. Why didn't he do it by himself?
Your leader trust you to remainder him.
Yeah, he want to disgrace me=_="
WHAT DID YOU SAY STUPID GIRL?! He just trust you to do it!
Yap.
So? Do you want to disappoint him?
No. I just.... i just can't do it...
JUST DO IT, DINA!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY OKAY OKAY! I'll send him a message. What i've got to say?
Tell him that your leader need him to the school event.
What if he doesn't want to come?
You've to try.
What if he thinks this is just my excuse to meet him?
Haa?
What if he thought i just lying?
What do you talking about, girl?????????!
Sorry, Im just.... im..... yeah, you know.... he's.......
I know. You broke the rules in this new blog again.
This is the second time, i guess.
Now, it's up to you. Wanna remainder him or disappointing ur leader?
I don't wanna disappoint my leader!
So, remainder him. Just send him a message.
Im speechless.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
That's not funny.
You're funny dinnnn!
?????
It's almost 3 years and you... still afraid?
Yeah.. Thanks for remaind me about that.
Tell him or you'll always afraid.
Maybe he'll chance ur opinion in his eyes.
If i fail?
Keep smiling, you 've ur bestfriends; Meyo, Cici, Zackry, Fani & Luthfan, they'll always with you.
Okay... I'll try.
Good girl :) Don't be sad if you fail, deal?
Ergh......
Deal?????
Hmhh.... Deal...
Perfect ;)
Saturday, June 19, 2010
I Hate To Be A Loser
Im a loser.
Im afraid to tell what i've got to say.
Always running from reality.
I don't want to face the fear.
Too shy to stand in front of many people.
Surrender if i fails.
Crying when i did something wrong.
Keeping my own feelings.
Im a selfish girl.
Always rely on other people, especially my bestfriens.
But, ..... i think...
I've to chance myself.
I don't want to be a burden to my bestfriends.
Forgive me guys....
Hemm, i get some word from Coraline (novel):
"If you feel scared, but still go away, that means you're brave."
From that word i know something,
Don't run from reality anymore.
Don't obey your fear.
Hey bloggers, regret always come at the end of the story, right?
I must fight my fear!!
The fear that i must be faced may exist in 27th June 2010.
Yep, taekwondo exam.
Im so afraid, guys, but i must be brave!
Wish me luck bloggers :)
Hug & Kisses @dinacchi
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