Small Girls, Big Dreams

L - R: Mia, Me, Lala, Ayu, Mirza.

Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny, and a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over. - Octavia Butler

See the happy faces? That's me and my girls, call us Chikiball or Chiks. We're not a gang or whatever like that, we're just petite girls that met in our second year in High School, yep we're all classmates. 

We may looks tiny, fragile, easily broken or whatever. But don't ever think that way. They're the strongest girls I've ever met. Don't look down on us because we may step farther than you guys! hehehehe amen.

 First of all, my very first friend in High School. No one from my Junior High come to my High School besides me, so I'm totally a.l.o.n.e and it wasn't a good starts really. But this sweet-and-smaller-than-me came to me all kindly and friendly and ask me to be her seatmates and that's the beginning of our friendship. She's my partner in The Lord of The Ring and Taylor Swift thinggy, we both hate math and likes english better, we took deutsch and france course together, trying to explore another language, our passion. Now she's majoring English Literature in Univesity of Jakarta. And by the way, she's my seatmate for 3 years :')

My mbul, she's my mbul. My London and europe partner. She likes basketball and stuff like that. She and her twins is the coolest girls, ever. She did things what she think, if it's going to be rude then let it be, so brave yet so lovely if you really close to her. Even tho' her college is far away from me, she still came all the way to my house last year to gave me a surprise on my birthday, and of course I cried. How sweet is that? :') She's majoring Communication in Brawijaya University.

Our Rihanna! hehehe. She's cute, sweet, adorable, and smart in deutsch! Her A1 test is the highest that time and she got a chance to went to summer course in Germany! She's "idaman para bule" kind of girl, so Indonesian and sweet. Majoring Russian in Padjajaran University but she'll be leaving for Germany really soon for good, because actually her dream is not in here, It's out there, waiting for her. So proud of you Ja :') another step closer to your dreams, keep chasing it!

The last, our little sissy, sister from another mother, my partner in crime, my enemy, my all time chingu. She may looks all pretty and innocent BUT yes I'm using capslock to type 'but' because she's really far from that!!!!! muahaha!!! really she's like another me? but even worse wkwkwkwk just kidding Mi! She's actually really smart, but Allah really loves her so Allah wants her to fight more harder to go to college, and now what a good news I got yesterday, she's accepted in University of Jakarta majoring Indonesian Literature! Congrats sissy! this is the beginning of all your dreams, Allah loves you me loves you!

As I said, this is just the beginning of all our dreams. Slowly we approaching it, but sure. Mirza just took another big step for hers, Mia just arrived in the starts line, me, Lala and Ayu still walking happily. Who says that we're just bunch of kids that only having fun? Yes of course we want to have fun, but we know the reality that this world is hard, we need to survive no matter what with our skills.

Later in the future, we still can meet up again happily, ready to face the world, and then................... have another fun!

请我介绍一下我们班同学

Since it's nearly the end of second term, my first year in college, I'll describe my classmates. Since I felt more comfertable with Chinese Language 2 class than the previous one, I'll introduce ya' my fave classmates this far.
The first is Tifani, no, not Tifani SNSD ok. Tapi emang sering terlihat mengenakan t-shirt SNSD sih ya sudahlah. Deket dari awal maba pas mau OKK gara-gara binder doi covernya anak-anak EXO wakakak trs yodah deh nanya nanya blablabla. Tampang asli Cina sekali tapi ternyata hanya casingnya saja yang Cina :( pinter sih cepat menghafal terus rame, eh rusuh lebih tepatnya, dan suka duduk ala tukang becak.
Now we have Kak Isel. Sekelas dari awal BC1, kakak satu ini angkatan 2012 dan ternyata oh ternyata satu sekolah sama Meyo :o jadi nyambung deh kalo cerita ini itu suka punya bahan gosipan juga hihihi. Suka pulang bareng juga karena se arah kan naik kereta.
And then Tania, anak rantau dari Bekasi juga. Keliatannya kalem tapi ya....... gak gimana gimana kok Tan wkwkwk, baik banget anaknya lucu pula terus suka minta rekomendasi drama drama korea yang bagus apa, aku kasih tau film ini itu kata orang sih bagus Tan tapi gatau deh aku sendiri gak nonton hehe.
Si ketua kelas Deasy, awalnya bukan Deasy ketu nya tapi sehubungan dengan kepergian Salim dari Sastra Cina terpaksa Deasy menggantikan posisi ketu :( diam diam ternyata alumni 81 w0w banget ya Deci. Suka kucing sama kaya aku huwhuwhuw pokoknya kalo sama Deasy gak ada hari tanpa ngomongin kucing sampe ada yang bilang "Kalo ketemu ngomongin pacar kek, eh ini ngomongin kucing...."
Thara, teman seperjuangan cookie-run! Pokoknya kata Thara kalo Dina jadi calon ketua IMSI nanti Thara wakilnya, kita kampanye menggunakan cookie-run. Oke. Lupakan.
Gaby, si Korea - Jambi. Anak rantau dari Jambi ini Korea banget deh heran :') selalu cantek apa sajo yang dikenakannyo :') superbaik pula, superseru juga. Katanya Gaby sudah lelah di Sastra Cina, katanya mau keluar huhuhuhuhuhuhu Gaby :"( mungkin Gaby hanya 想家, jangan pergi Gaby :"(
Adenn, iya kata Adenn namanya double 'n'. Pinter banget. Banget. Speakingnya bagus, hafal hanzi hanzi canggih, pokoknya pinter banget. Sekali lagi, pake banget :')
Kak Cindi, kakak cantique ini angkatan 2011. Cantik kek Cina tapi gak se Cina Tifani. Baik hati, ramah tamah dan tak sombong huhu. Suka random nih kalo kita ciwei ciwei lagi ngegosip, it's okay kak.
Kak Indah, ini tipe-tipe anak hitz Jakarta banget, angkatan 2012  juga kayak kak Isel. Cantique tapi tipe cantique anak gawl gitu, beda sama kak Cindi cantique yang kalem wkwkwk.
The last is Kak Aji. Siapa pula maba 2013 yang tak kenal ketua Jendral Ajimas Senopati ini? :( satu-satunya lelaki yang tersisa di kelas ini. Pas awal liat daftar nama kelas BC2 liat nama kakak itu langsung 'deg'....... Ibu aku takut sama kakak itu :"( tapi lama-lama doi suka random kocak gitu wakakakak peace kak jangan cari saya. Pas kemaren ditanyain laoshi "Kalian mau istirahat gak?" kita ciwei ciwei pada diem keknya males istirahat biar langsung pulang tapi o tapi si kakak ini dengan memelas "Mau laoshi..." oke spontan membuat tertawa banget yakan. Terus kalo lagi hafalan di ruang prodi pasti dia duluan terus begitu selesai langsung cau dadah dadah bahagia sama yang tersisa untuk hafalan.
That's my superb class! Semoga semua lulus BC2 ya, Amin! Pokoknya apa pun hasilnya kita jangan patah semangat because failure is a way to the top!
luvs, anak bungsu BC2 class B!

劝善惩恶

I wanna speak up about Kris's rumor. It's better I shared on my blog than spamming your twitter's timeline right? Well, call me a new fans of kpop world, but I know 'til how far I should fan girling over them. I'm not that kind of fans that talking about my biases all the time, no. And I know where should I talks about them, means not always talking out loud in public and such as that, no.
Back to the topic. Like all of you guys, I don't know too why is Kris decided to out of the group. Yes, I feels sad somehow, like so so sad. Bcs this group called EXO is so catching my eyes that become my motivator to learn Chinese as I said before so that I can talk to Lu ge, but since my Chinese will turn kinda bad so I think I can talk more easily with this chinese-canadian man, but why is he out in this kind of situation? when EXO just a step more to the top? I haven't seen them 12 with my own eyes yet, but I believe I'll see them soon, but then this rumor came out. There's no official statement yet, but some hint already showed, but still not sure, right?
For me, in one side, it's ok if Kris decided to out of the group. I know it's hard to be an idol. Especially with in that well known company. He's just a normal man after all, he can breakdown when he's already tired enough, he already done much things anyway, must be wasting his free-life, his youth time, I pity him somehow. We just can support what he decided on. Don't force him like hey comeback Kris we need you, EXO need you, there's no EXO without you, no please. Well, maybe you're all disapointed, but don't you ever think about his feeling? He maybe already tired and wanna go home, he's been away from home too long. Maybe this is not his real dream. Just let him go, let him follow his will, and let's meet him again in the future with he's all smiling, nothing to regret.
On the other side, maybe he left without saying words to other members. He left them all without answering their questions. Maybe he's not talking about all his problems and all, he don't want to tell them because he afraid it'll become a burden to all of them, esp the maknaes, they're must be very emotional. It's sad. Everyone must be sad right now. Kris, EXO, and the fans.
And dear EXO fans, don't be such a.................. ? don't cry over things like this. Don't you have a life to cried on? the real life. That is Kris life, let him choose what's better for him, now how about yours? Don't messed it up for things like this. We're just fans, can do nothing but waiting and watching, right? :)
No, I'm not siding anyone or being ignorant, no. I like EXO, everyone of them. I support EXO and I support Kris. And how will be it turn in the end, I respect them and still lovin' them. EXO saranghaja©!

他家好~ 今天是星期日当然我有很多空哈哈哈。。。。
最近我很很很忙，我也有病了T-T so for some days I can't attend some classes, and afternoon classes bcs I too weak huhuhu. Well, as you know being a college student was not easy, I repeat again, NOT EASY AT ALL, but as long as you enjoyed it, it will be fun somehow. Anyway, nowadays I kinda sick of 中文，为什么？日子越来越不好过 :'D Well yeah I choose this major by ma' self but I can get bored too, right? anyway pardon my bad Chinese, still learning tho'
I keep holding on bcs of my parents of course, and my passion in learning foreign language, and lastlyyyyyyyyy to speak with this lovely 哥哥！！！ 今天是他的生日！祝你生日快乐哥， 我真的真的爱你！！！ (ignore Chanyeol's handsomeness on the back pls)

Hoping him all the greatest yuhu <3 p="">

And then I started missing my dwarfies muchie muchie muchie, our friendship is too precious then I won't get bored talking about them so pls don't mind, kay? ;)

And I missed my chiks, my super girls, the tiniest yet strongest xD huhuhu we don't chat that much again idk why, they're all busy I guess.

Well... actually I want to talk much things before but then once I started writting then I strarted to lose my ideas, so.......... this is the end of my rarely post huehe 再见！

Best Friends can turn a horrible day, into one of the best days of your life. ― Nathanael Richmond

Just please, don't get bored when I talk about my best friends lol.
Well, college life separating us, we can't meet up if we want to because our different schedule and places of course. But hey, doesn't really matter. As we grown up from junior high school-ers, some things changed, well not me of course, but i finally discovered that we're, super duper different kind of people.
Meyo, she's the famous type, not that famous, but pretty famous. She's the friendly and girly, but not too girly girl. But trust me, if you befriend with her since junior high school, you must know the craziest part and silly part of her. Because as her best friends, we (me, Cici, Luthfan, Fani, & Zack) know her really well.
Luthfan, he's the handsome gangsta lol. He's kind of handsome but idk poor him that he's not that good in boyfriend-girlfriend thinggy. Often got dumped by her past girls lol its funny really. Let's prayin' that he'll find someone suit him well, amen.
Cici, the-I-don't-care-what-peope-think-or-what-I-wear-and-oh-I'm-easily-bored type of girl. Sigh, really, she's sometimes really careless. Love salt, yeah frikin eat salt, but she's my kpop best friends.
Zackry, he's the social person type and hey-do-you-have-pretty-friends?-introduce-her-to-me type. Sorry bro. The things that I like about him is that he's a Mom-one-and-only-kid and he loves her mom so muchie, isn't that cutie? ahahaha
Fani, oh he's the your-future-husband type ahahahaha. He's a loyal person, he's my big brotha, really scary when he got angry, he's calm, but his aura really scared me.
And lastly, me, the she's-innocent-let's-bully-her material among us :_) they just love see me hurting or what? but well, I still love ya guys  hiks.

Dear Mr.Sleepy

Hi, Mr.Sleepy.
I love you so muchie master of sleep that loves games so so much yet have a super adorable smile ©

A Little Words Before Turning Eight(teen)

Well 你们好! In a few hours I'll turn to eight(teen) lol it must be hard to believe you see me in a real life because I'm too cute and tiny and fragile (what?) to be eight(teen).
Any wishes this year? not really.
Just hoping I'll survive in college, I'll pass Chinese Language I, makes my Mom and Dad more proud of me, and something like that. Oh yea maybe I still want barbie Kelly as a present, yippie.
Since I know my beloved dwarfies kinda busy rite now, it's okay if they can't come to celebrate this year, but still hoping they'll come as usual, I miss them so muchie :_)
What elseeeeeeeee............
Hoping exo come? impossible. But I hope I'll meet them, soon.
Okay, maybe thats all, since its just 'a little words before turning that so called old', bye bye~