D-CHI

Well, its been so looooooong since I posted something in here. hehehe. and I just want updated that I'm still alive even though hardly living (univ life).
Seriously. I think every lesson in my major little by little starts to get more complicated. When you're learning language, you need more than passion to passed everything in this university. But here I am, I think what I have is no more that my passion with language. I'm the type of person that easily get bored, sometimes giving up too soon, and a total crybaby. What's good with that? :(
Sometimes I think over and over again why am I here, learning these kind of things since what I desire the most probably not come from here? But I don't know. Still not sure. I maybe old enough to have plans for my future, but hey, that only my age. Even physically I still looks so young that people hardly believe me I'm in my third year in university.
Last term, sadly I failed one of important subject, which I think that subject is not even necessary for you to be mastered, but the rule is a rule, I still NEED to pass that bloody hell subject.
Learning this language, one of the most scariest language in this world, that people probably avoiding to this kind of language, especially this major is one of so called "Bermuda Triangle" in my univ. Sigh.
I think it'll take me extra time to graduate, maybe, but I hope not.
Here I am, barely gain more weight because all the stresses is killing me enough.
Cheers.