2015新年快乐

Happy New Year!

去年我觉得。。。。。。。 怎么说呢？chaos? good? 我不能形容啊。

2014开始的时候我还是觉得我还能管管学校的事儿，不过三学期开始的时候。。。。。。我不能说我很好，我知道了凡事开头难，但是什么东西我一次也觉得不太好。

那时候是我的生活非常很难。

每天我哭了。

每天我想我要转学。

那时候，我决定我需要去旅行，去很远地方。

是啊，那是我第一次一个人去。我享受极了。

那儿我看见我哥哥，对啊我有一个哥哥，那是很繁复的故事。

Just a bigbro - lilsist bonding time, because we almost have no time? since our distance is pretty far.

We went to ate or just watching movies or just driving along the small yet beauty city. He gave me lots of stories about his college and works too. Really. My superb big bro. Before my flight to home he told me, it's ok if once a while to leave your comfort zone, and see the result.

After that, I tried the dorming life, with the helps of my friend of course.

Now I passed the hardship, in 2015 I know another obstacles awaits. 

I'm getting ready now.

For a new journey, new stories.

啊，我也希望这个年我爱的男人能知道我的情面。

再一次，敬祝新年快乐！恭喜发财，希望他家能幸福、身体健康。

With Love,

Nach.

一封信

他家好，



今天汉语考试都做完了。 这三次的学汉语学期也就完了。这次学期在学习汉语的时候很多滋味我感觉了。难过、开心、紧张什么的。不过，都完了。非常愉快。
这次学期我学会了很多事，我不能说是什么事我学的，多着呢。
这次学期，我们一起帮助、一起紧张、一起哭了（是吗？？？哈哈哈）。
起先你们都知道了在学汉语的时每天都我哭了，不想再学汉语。
不过，要是我觉得心情不好或者我想哭了朋友们就出我来说，”别难过了，我们一起学习。你一定会！“
虽然老师教的方法真不容易，但是现在我都能做完了。
对不起你们，我常跟你么带麻烦了。
谢谢你们，你们都是很勇敢的姑娘。希望我们都成功。
谢谢老师们，您给我们了解了不但学习的事儿，而且也给我们学教训。

跟Hana老师，我们语法、读写老师。

我的PA，也是我们听说老师。

跟Uti老师。下面的照片真可爱啊~

啊，我也想跟我的宿舍朋友Dinda Adennia说非常感谢。
你是我的宿舍朋友也是我的同班同学。
每天都提醒我去吃饭，如果不吃饭怎么能学好了？
这些月你给我的帮助太多了，谢谢你！

Festival Budaya 2014; Peace, Love, and Freedom!

Last week was hectic,
and fun!
Well, besides that I still have Chinese classes and got some trouble.
This year 汉学系13 got a chance to handling 2 activities, carnival and what we called pspb; some kind of theater with comedy, dance, and musical in it.
Im handling the property, and it was no joke!
Although when the carnival day rain is pouring pretty hard, and our so called casino got messed up, but still we're having lots of fun :')
Last day is what we called PK, shorten from Pekan Kreatif? if im not mistaken hahahaha.
This year PK played by 汉学系14, yay the juniors!
They worked hard for this and it turned pretty well too! So proud of you guys! We maybe not won the prize but it's all about having fun, right?


Now,
the exciting week already passed. Next week we gonna face THE LAST BATTLE FOR THIS SEMESTER.
I know.
I AM SO EXCITED.
No, not because I'm happy with the exam thinggy, ewh no.
I finally can freely breathing once all of the shit in this semester done.
I'm so exhausted, like totally???????????
You know how I shed so much tears this semester, how much I want to throw my self down the cliff (if killing myself is not prohibited)
Well, I know i didn't do my best this time, blame the lecturer, yes just blame her :'(
I just wish, whatever happens later, once I got my result in January, I can take it as a lesson, for my self.
I can't promise if later I got that woman as my lecturer again, that I'll be fine, can't promise that one. But still, I'll be trying.
So, happy h-1 week for last term.
Have a good days.


XOXO.

Dear You

Meski kau kini jauh disana

Kita memandang langit yang sama

Another Place That Called Home

"Be willing to step outside your comfort zone once in a while; take the risks in life that seem worth taking. The ride might not be as predictable if you'd just planted your feet and stayed put, but it will be a heck of a lot more interesting." - Edward Withacre Jr.

Well, here I am.

They Don't Understand

Some people just don't understand.

I know that they cares, really cares.

Yes they can easily say "Just keep holding, you can do it!"

No, I'm in the edge of this shit.

I already tried my best.

But you know what? It's mentally kills me.

I'm mentally hurts, so bad.

And they don't understand,

that I'm tired, I'm tired crying every damn days,

that I'm sick, mentally sick.

"我回家了“

我哥哥说，”我回家了“

那个句子。昨天他说了。

我也知道他的感觉，原来他想很高兴 with all the fame and spotlight, but then?

我也觉得那个感觉。

But it's great that he can go out of that company and follows his heart, he's already mature enough.

And me? I still stuck in here, with my major haunting me everyday till I have no time to eat, to have a proper sleep, a time for my self.

You just did good, Lu ge. I'm so proud of you.

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Well, forget that for a while. Now I'm gonna show you what I bring to college till Sunday to Friday.

1. My favorite backpack by Export Neosack, jeans with pretty laces on the front pocket. Bought this last year for college matters.
2. An umbrella! You'll never know how fast the weather changing. Actually this one is my Mom's, her stepbrother from Netherlands gave this to her a few years ago and still in a pretty good condition. Bravo.
3. My magenta binder. Well actually I only bring this in Monday, Wednesday and sometimes Friday. I usually only bring the papers because it's less heavy he.... he.... he....
4. My London notes, for random things. 
5. THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS, EVER. There's 3 series of this books.    
6. Floral pecil case, got this as my Christmas present from my aunt that came from Australia. It's so pretty :'3
7. A pastel wallet by Marie Claire. It reminds me of cotton candy.
8. Compact powder by Maybelline. Yes I'm using a little make up, so whut? :(
9. My sweetheart. A lip tint by Etude House, with the milky texture and smells like cherry. And the color is a pretty shade of pink. Me love it.
10. Er...... fresh care?
11. Strawberry fragrance by The Body Shop, but I rarely use this. I prefer baby talc all the time.
12. My iPod follows me, everywhere.
13. Because smartphone battery can't stay in a long time, power bank is a big help.
14. An earphone, of course.                                                                              

R to L: Grammar book, Reading book, Listening book.

My nightmare is 3 times scary that yours, ha!