D-CHI

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your texting
Your sweet smile
So good to me
So right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

Taylor Swift - Back To December


That time was my fault, if I beg you to stay, we're not gonna like this.
This is doesn't mean that I hate what we used to be right now, I just ........ forget it
I'll never get you back. As I see all of my lifetime, you're the first one that I loved. Hachigoro, Iki and some of boys that I've ever said that I like him, are only a crush. You're more than just a crush.
You're my bestfriend, we've been friends for awhile now, and we've always been there for each other.
You can make me smile and cry sometimes no matter what time, place, or situation.
You helped me to believe in myself.
You teach me how to be strong.
You've grown on me.
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I want you to know that. I love you.