♥

Finally, I met him today.
I've ever had a dream, in my dream he's already changed or maybe just grown up?
And, dammit! Just lyk my bad dream comes true. Shit. Trully shit.
This is not the first time I'm cryin, but he's the first boy who made me cryin.
Seriously, I really cryin.
I just .......... dunno what I should say anymore
Speechless ..
:'''''''
Is he avoid me?
God, please, I really want the old him back
Meyo said to find another boy but, I can't. This feels lyk karma.
Dang that boy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LUTHFAN ADRINSYAH

BUNCH OF WISHES & HUGS FOR YOU

BE A GOOD BOY IN SCIENCE CLASS

KEEP BE THE ONE WHO NEVER HAVE A FIGHT WITH ME

KEEP BE MY FAVORITE SUPPORTER & MY BESTIE

FOR DWARFS TOO, EXACTLY

KEEP WHITE AND KINCLONG
KEEP BE MY SHOCIKUBAI MIROKU

KEEP LAST WITH YOUR SWEET GIRLFRIEND

DWARFS LOVES YOU

ME LOVES YOU <3

One more news!

I got my final report result last friday, yeeea not bad for me even I dunno what rank that I got, and yunno what class that I got?

XI - LANGUAGE

Yeaaaaaa finally :')

I'm gonna study hard for what I want!

Next wish, going to Japan or German, but I prefer Japan

Soooo, I'll work hard in Japaness class :D

Kay, have a nice holiday guys^^

This time gue berasa gak tau apa-apa tentang lo. Padahal beberapa waktu lalu gue tau segalanya, catat ya, s-e-g-a-l-a-n-y-a. Gue tau jadwal lo, hari ini lo kemana, besok kemana, besoknya lagi kemana, seminggu lagi lo kemana, gue tau semua. Jam sekian sampe jam sekian pun gue hampir tau. Sekarang? Gue gak tau apa-apa. Sedikit pun. Elo kaya apa sekarang aja gue gatau. Yang gue tau lo masih berkeliaran diluar sana. Never have a time to meet me, to see me. Gue ajak sana sini tetep aja alesan inilah itulah, pada akhirnya gue cuma bisa pasrah kalo kemana-mana gak ada elo. Padalah yang gue incer itu ya dirinya-_-
Kangen? Banget.
Gak tau harus apa iniiiiii :'''
And now you doing ur best to avoid me, nangis lah gue oi, sadar gak sih nyakitin hati, jleb gitu, menohok, apalah sebutannya. Rasanya begitu lah. Yang jelas, gue kangen, gak ada yang bisa gue ceritain tentang ini, kangen banget, kebanget bangetan malah.
Di henfon gue ada playlist yang bisa dibilang lagu2nya seperti isi hati gue (cekile), hampir setiap hari gue dengerin. Love You Lately, Back To December, The Story Of Us. Yang paling ngena banget ya itu, Back To December, sampai gue terobsesi untuk belajar main gitar untuk bisa nyanyiin Back To December di depan doi. Berhubung gitarnya belum ada-_- dan gue blm bisa memainkannya, ada sedikit penundaan dulu sampai papa tercinta yang 'katanya' mau beliin gitar benar-benar membelikan saya gitar.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MUHAMMDAD RIFANI AULIA

WISH YOU ALL THE GREATEST WISHES

HOPE YOU ALL THE BEST HOPES

KEEP BE A GOOD BESTIE FOR ME, FOR DWARFS

KEEP BE AWESOME, STRONG, TALENTED
KEEP BE MY FUNNY FANI, MY BIDO GRANDMARIE

DWARFS LOVES YOU

ME LOVES YOU
<3

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your texting
Your sweet smile
So good to me
So right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

Taylor Swift - Back To December


That time was my fault, if I beg you to stay, we're not gonna like this.
This is doesn't mean that I hate what we used to be right now, I just ........ forget it
I'll never get you back. As I see all of my lifetime, you're the first one that I loved. Hachigoro, Iki and some of boys that I've ever said that I like him, are only a crush. You're more than just a crush.
You're my bestfriend, we've been friends for awhile now, and we've always been there for each other.
You can make me smile and cry sometimes no matter what time, place, or situation.
You helped me to believe in myself.
You teach me how to be strong.
You've grown on me.
You're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I want you to know that. I love you.

Books let us into their souls and lay open to us the secrets of our own - William Hazlitt

Well, this is my messy desk. Full of lot of things and stickers '-'

You might be find out that I'd love reading, and now I'll let you see few of my collections.

Not as much as you think, this is just what I treasure the most.

Taraaaa! I guess I need an extra book shelf :s

I've share about this underground series, Tunnels - Deeper - Freefall - Closer.
And there's Artemis Fowl series.

HP4, Maximum Ride, Peter Pan series, Iron King & Stardust.

Actually, I've HP7, but Lala borrow it from me. And for the Stardust, I haven't read it '-' uhm I just like the cover hehehe.

Shiver! Children of The Lamp, The Subtle Knife, Fairish, Guardians of Ga'Hoole series, and 100 Cupboards.

Ohyea you've to know, I like to learning different languages :3

UYEAY! Spiderwick Chronicles! Freddie is in the cover of the box :D

The Iron Fey series; The Iron King. Damn,this one is really ah-mazing! As you see, I'm in Team Ash! but I don't hate Puck at all, I like the way Puck called Meghan 'Princess' that's kind of sweet. When will the other series release in Indo? Ergh

The Secret Sanctruary, this one is kewl too! AAAAAA I dunno what should I say but if you're a fan of fiction, you've to read this!

The Babysitter Club series

Sweet Valley Kids series, this one using english language. My Mom bought this for me '-'

Kalau yang ini membuat koleksi buku saya ceria ahaha, lot of comedy

Comics!

Some of Detective Conan series

Kitchen Princess. Really, I love this comic so muchhhh. I love Kak Sora :3

Ah about this one, Mayang and me exchange comic, Mayang gave me number 2, I bought number 1 by myself

This one made me cryin :"""

Physic Detective Yakumo, Yakumo looks so kewl><

Smile, Himiko! About pure & innocent love. Cutest story, ever!

Made by Yoshinaga Yuu!

I've some new books too, but, I haven't take the pict hehehe.

So that's it.

See ya later!

Dear X-D,

It seems like yesterday, we meet each other in this high school and entering X-D. Gak kerasa sekarang udah harus pisah aja nih, secara harfiah, hanya pisah kelas, tapi pasti bakalan kangen banget sama atmosfir di kelas ini. Biarpun saya masih belum nyaman sama keadaan sekolah tapi di kelas ini saya merasa cukup nyaman, cukup diterima, dan cukup disayang teman-teman (pingin banget disayang lu Din).
X-D punya karakter sendiri, anak-anak yang susah banget diem, terutama KURTOL entah itu singkatan dari apa, sampai sekarang pun saya tidak tau, they're kinda freak, seriously. Banyak juga yang dijadiin bahan ejekan, mulai dari Kiki, the big and black one sampai Ceko si ganteng nan idiot (peace.love.rawk, Cek). X-D juga memproduksi banyak pelawak yang cukup kawakan seperti Mola, Darwis, dan Cholid. Mereka ber3 hanya segelintir contoh dari para pelawak X-D lainnya. Tidak hanya pelawak, X-D juga memiliki para juara, contohnya Cana, pemilik gelar juara umum pertama seangkatan, applause for Cana!!! *prokprokprokprok* dan ada Madi sang calon dokter.
Wali kelas kami tercinta, Ma'am Wasilah, mungkin patut di berikan penghargaan sebagai guru tersabar periode 2010/2011, beliau selalu sabar menghadapi X-D. We ♥ you Ma'am.
Mengingat 1 tahun yg kita lalui bersama (azek bahasanya), sepertinya banyak kejadian yang menguras tenaga, jiwa, dan raga. Ingat waktu kita sekelas ikut patroli jumat bersama Mr? 2 jam pelajaran bahasa Jerman terbuang sia-sia hanya karena dirinya. Lalu saat kita study tour? Saat perjalanan pulang kita menghabiskan waktu dengan mengabadikan momen itu menggunakan kamera. Dan yang paling berkesan adalah saat kalian membela seorang anak yang novelnya tersita oleh guru PKN, yeah it was me, oh guys "Thank You" isn't enough to repay all of your kindness, you guys rawkkkkk :')
Terima kasih untuk seluruh anak X-D atas semua kenangan ini. Terima kasih Ceko & Mola, teman pulang bersama, kalian sudah seperti bodyguard saya kalau pulang :P. Terima kasih Rafe, teman sepernovelan, seperkomikan, seperfantasian, dan seperimajinasian. And SPECIAL THANKS for: Clara Amalia & Andina Satya. Without you two, I dunno what should I do in this s(u)c(k)hool. You two are my reason why I keep learning.

So, merci for all of this memories. X-D will never repleace. One for Thirtynine and Thirtynine for One!
Je t'aime X-D ‹з





With lot of ♥,
Anandina Swastika Dewi